one step at a time

haven't got the "dot" to scribble down memories...

I'm still hangin on to something i wanted to get through to since "hours" ago..but still, PAIN keeps on hunting me day by day....i don't even know how to help myself anymore...

i needed some time...

for myself...for my mind...for my soul...

i wanted a break...

for refreshments...for renewal...

i wanna feel alive again....

i wanna experience the rainbow reality of living...

i wanna know how to accept things and be happy about it ... for it is "destiny"...