today

i'm missing her so much...

one step at a time

haven't got the "dot" to scribble down memories...

I'm still hangin on to something i wanted to get through to since "hours" ago..but still, PAIN keeps on hunting me day by day....i don't even know how to help myself anymore...

i needed some time...

for myself...for my mind...for my soul...

i wanted a break...

for refreshments...for renewal...

i wanna feel alive again....

i wanna experience the rainbow reality of living...

i wanna know how to accept things and be happy about it ... for it is "destiny"...

new

happy to be a new member...

welcome welcome welcome...*muah*


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sick

i'm not feeling well...

y?

of all people...y mama????!


i love you so much mama....please stay.....

for the man who shares my life

for the man who shares my life...

i know you're in a very difficult times at this very moment, and i feel so sorry for myself for not being there with you...i wanna hold ur hand and embrace you tight,whisper to your ear that you'll always have me, and i'll always be there for you whenever you call and need me. Everything's gonna be alright baby, it's hard but i know God will help...if only i can get all the pain that there is inside of you, i'll definitely do it...it's so hard for me to see you suffering from it, knowing that i can't do anything....i'm so angry with myself kc alam ko kung gano moko kailangan pro i can't be there with you...bebe mahal na mahal kita...mahal na mahal ko si mama...sobrang sama ng loob ko dahil alam ko situation nya and wala manlang akong chance para mayakap at masabi sa harap nya kung gano ko sya kamahal and gano ako nagpapasalamat sa lahat ng pagmamahal na binigay nya skin...and even for having you in this world for me to love forever..bebe gusto ko mangako ka skin na you'll try everything just to be strong...mama needs you to be strong for her...mahal na mahal na mahal kita bebe...mahal na mahal na mahal....mag iingat ka palagi lalo napo pag nagddrive ka...mahal na mahal na mahal po talaga kita!!!!i miss you..wag moko kalimutan i hug and kiss kay mama ha....*muah*tell her i love her so much....i miss her bebe, i really do miss her...if only God can grant me one wish/gift in life yun yung sana He continues to give us ni mama more time to share memories together...keep the faith bebe...miracles do happen...and God Gives to those who believes in Him....

your loving wife,
ruby

today

"it's a fine day today...."

my man

i love you so much Jose Rodrigo Munji Tesaluna

i love you so much!!!!

happy valentine's day my love!!!!

enjoy my voice mahal ko...hehehhee

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here's my gift for hubbybebe....sensya na sa very low quality ng voice....nirecord ko lang kc yan using my cellphone...hehehehe...natatawa nga ako nung pinapakinggan ko na eh...

i hope you'll love it bebe...i miss you so much!!!

i love you!!!!

melancholy

im so sad...

i don't even know y...

3days na akong hindi makatulog..ang bigat bigat ng loob ko...somethings bothering me but i don't have any idea what it is...it's so weird, but i suddenly cry at night with clueless questions in my head...

what's happening with me???....

y am i acting this strange.....or is it because, tomorrow is another special day...and another "me" being alone...


i hate it....
i hate myself....
i hate myself for hating myself....
can somebody tell me y?

i miss him.....i know i just miss him...

me

i know.....i am perfectly happy....

addiction

for the past few weeks, naging favorite subject ko for photographs yung mga "face" 's ng iba't ibang tao....and it really amazes me how every angle tells its own different stories...and when you truly try to observe and focus on it, you'll see how WONDERFUL, GOD really IS...it's true that no one is perfectly the same with another...and every individual has his/her own uniqueness...

kingking

Helaena Marie Ignacio

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mai

Myla Patricia Ann Lagdameo

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